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After going thru the book (Brida)…it taught you many things…

The irony of fate and faith always differ……wat one’s wan hardly they get…its just the alternative they get….

Our faith get destroyed n d trust one’s hav get dampened down and last we seek smthing different to set us free from all d thgs wich we value most…….

Here fate cm as a saviour and change everything…………it changes the concept of our thinking and there blooms smthg anew wich we never know.

The word love has been describe in so many ways….smtime wonder wich one best describe it………..might be wen d feeling is mutual…it is best describe where one’s feel d ecstasy of being in love………..

Brinda.........

A story of a girl who is in search of something.....thru tat search how c fight her inner conlicts , her fear, her unanswered Qs.............


And how author define the word "soulmate"....n how to overcome all the anxiety the inner turmoil...

and how one define love...."tat i ll never lose you coz you were never mine...u are the hope during my days of longiness...u r the certainty during my days of doubt"

watever m writting is not the exact word ....but somewhere it touch me and feel like writting about this book.........
I have been searching for this quite a long time.......at last have a glance and lo...........m almost to complete it...

............test...........

In my life god is taking so many test rite from the beginning m born...........n i keep fighting it till now............but he always gave me more tougher..........every next time i met..........now m waiting for my next task............there is no easy way for everything...........wen m so much deep in my problems..........other too add up not brothering wat m going thru this musttough task i got.............no one is closer to anyone...one hav to live one's life.........d person u thot can defend u ..........ll leave u in jeopardy..........not making head n tail of life............watever i hav done so far.....is the way m defending myself.....n trying to live my life.........everytime i was the choice...........never the one.........now at some point of time...m judging myself where m wrong...........might be i need to prob more..........to know myself.............n not to let ppl take me for granted...............

......Human........

ya.........everything can be cover up by taking excuses.........but i wnt forgiv the one who know everything n still take advantage...........of the ignorant the other person....hav..............u wnt feel the guilt the other must having wen u know tat all the........moments , words..............are all lies......how tat person will take....u never know.............how can one ever forgiv tat person i dnt know...........thot a very responsible person...........but it turn out to be smthing else i never imagine.............how i wish.........even a sec thot is like..............vomitting...........tat much hatred i had for the person whom i once..........make a mistake of knowing...............he pull up from drowning.............and thrown me in the sea where there is no return.................is it life like this....................shall i call it human mistake...........nay...........

loneliness.........

A big Q is pondering in my head...for quite sometime.........i dnt know whether it haps to all of us....or is it for selected few .............i have lotsa frens.,.family , close ones and someone who i thot a world of myself but i always end up myself feeling all alone………d loneliness is becoming a fulltime companion ……..y I dnt know I thot if u hav someone who loves u a lot……...then u sud not feel dis way but……..dis is other way round for me…….it seems I always sought things…. it never come in my way…...might be it came and I fail to recognize it………love is all about sharing and understanding each other……..but y I feel unwanted………n lonely……..might be dis definition is not for me………………sud need a new version highly modified………heard tat those who read a lots like loneliness….is it tat d reason…..tat I always find myself lonely coz.i read alots………….ummm will search thru search engine to get my A….till then…………

Updates.........

Reading and writting is always a passion to me...but i never knew that i wud be blogging too.......m givin it a try...........never knew where it ll led..........i always end up tearing stuffs watever i wrote till now.......written lotsa stuffs in my diary.........but the enthu i had ....is easing away wid time....y i dnt know..............y my mind is not creative enough to form words, sentence.........i dnt know....need to give myself some time............hope to jot down watever that comes ............

Life........its Uncertainty

Till now i thot i hav some sunshine in my life.........but its not there the uncertainty is piling ups i dnt know y life is so uncertain...........really expecting the unexpected.is making life hell..........